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Family Brownies

Bongs-R-Us Brownies

Important message Cannabis is not legally distributed or consumed  by anyone under the age of 19 in Ontario, Canada. Under the changing regulations that govern Alcohol & tobacco. 

Ashton Deroy Writes: We made brownies with our special family recipe. Which includes a store brand brownie mix with the vegetable oil quantities replaced with THC oil. This recipe is delicious to consume with THC oil. You should be prepared to lay down when you consume these.

Something else funny that happened to me. I was surfing around YouTube, this is after I decided to make it public in my online profile that I am a medical marijuana user. That was when I was targeted by this target market advertising. Check out this Oh Henry Ad. 

Why I am okay with publicly writing about being a medical marijuana user? This is what my readers want to know about. How does medical marijuana help the challenges of PTSD & Autism? This is where my stories usually begin on this blog. 

My rules for medical cannabis use: 

  1. You do not smoke & go to work
  2. You do not smoke & drive
  3. You should not smoke every-time you feel stomach sick. It creates a use dependence.
  4. Reaching for medical marijuana is safer than reaching for Advil. Autism headaches are constant and triggered by everyday loud noises like a Subway going by.  

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Stress induced episode 7/9/18 No smoking or coffee for a while. Marijuana non-caffeine teas still approved.

Ashton Deroy at the hospital

Written by Ashton Deroy: 

Hey guys, so yesterday my PTSD was confirmed in 10 fold. I had tachycardia in the midst of a hot 31-degree day here in Toronto. At 1400 I had an episode where I thought someone was trying to poison me & left work an anxious mess. 

Here are some things to note about this experience: 

  • The entire fit was in a medical institution where the findings on my illness could be recorded. 
  • No one said to stop taking your medical marijuana for Indica sleep & Sativa anti-depressant. It just has to be had in teas for a bit. 
  • I made the decision to stop smoking, vaping and drinking coffee for a little bit. 

I just feel like when your heart has checked in to your anxiety. It is time to take a break from stuff that can stress the heart out. 

How do I feel today? 

  • My head hurts because from what I heard, not what I can remember I banged my head against a wall. 
  • Anxiety has caused spasms which some people took to mean as me being violent. Not fun having to explain I am not… 
  • I am tired, a little mortified by what my head can put me through in a bout of granting me 0 control.

I want to go back to work tomorrow. I miss the challenges. Healing is not the most fun thing in the world. The community is much more fun! 🙂 

If you struggle with fits as well please try to get to a hospital when you have them. Mine did stuff to me I didn’t even really fully understand. Once you know you can heal. Tea time.jpg

 

Oh, Diana will be writing some of our shop content later this week. I am so excited to see her skill set on display!

My time on a TrainWreck! #420

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Written by Ashton Deroy: Hey everyone thank you for checking out my vlog with Diana Skye. This was mostly made to promote Bongs-R-Us.ca.

Strain of the day: Train Wreck

Some personal life stuff did creep in but we are okay sharing that since some of the drama took place on YouTube last year.

Shout out to Matt Clarke co-founder of Bongs-R-Us.ca: https://www.facebook.com/mattclarke1993

Check out the new blog: https://bongs-r-us.ca

Check out the new shop: https://bongs-r-us.net/collections/all

Check out Ashton Deroy’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ashtonqbe/

Check out Diana Skye’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dianaskyesa…

Checkout Diana Skye’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/CanuckSwan

Check out Ashton Deroy’s Twitter: https://twitter.com/Ashton_Deroy

Checkout the best YouTube Channel ever: https://swanwhispersasmr.ca

Checkout our Podcast, By Diana Skye & Ashton Deroy. 

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Ashton Deroy writes: So I started today with a vape of something call Train Wreck. Then I went on a 6K run from North York to Markham. 

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Instagram: “When you scare your #Fiverr PR rep by running 6K to the meeting. 
Marketing meeting today on #WordPress , #Shopify & @vistaprint .”

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This picture links to the shirt products managed by Kyle Haiku a shareholder of the company. 

 

Remembering what I am in treatment for

Written by Ashton Deroy:

Last use of medication, over 24 hours ago.

Hey Readers, Facebook Friends & Family. I have been using marijuana for PTSD treatments since May 2018. I think I may have been overdoing it since last weekend so I decided to take 24 hours off use. What happened when I took my break? here is what happened when I took a full 24 hours off of use:

  • Unrelieved anxiety & paranoia – I entered back into the world where everyone is my enemy. Much like I felt when I was at Seneca from 2016-2018.
  • Depression – My feeling of hopelessness returned in full force. At points last night there were times when I could not do anything.
  • Interval sleeping – My brain stayed on high alert and every little noise woke me up. That is okay, “Doctors highly recommend 3 hours of sleep at a time. Right?”

To Summarize other feelings at this time. I don’t want to put on my favorite tye dye shirt or my bandanna, no thoughts of painting my nails & embracing my dual spirit. I want to hide like I don’t deserve to be seen. I don’t even feel like using my positive affirmations. Is it worth it?

Message me below with what you think. Happy healing guys!

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

 

 

 

Remembering what I am in Treatment for

Written by Ashton Deroy:

Last use of medication, over 24 hours ago.

Hey Readers, Facebook Friends & Family. I have been using marijuana for PTSD treatments since May 2018. I think I may have been overdoing it since last weekend so I decided to take 24 hours off use. What happened when I took my break? here is what happened when I took a full 24 hours off of use:

  • Unrelieved anxiety & paranoia – I entered back into the world where everyone is my enemy. Much like I felt when I was at Seneca from 2016-2018.
  • Depression – My feeling of hopelessness returned in full force. At points last night there were times when I could not do anything.
  • Interval sleeping – My brain stayed on high alert and every little noise woke me up. That is okay, “Doctors highly recommend 3 hours of sleep at a time. Right?”

To Summarize other feelings at this time. I don’t want to put on my favorite tye dye shirt or my bandanna, no thoughts of painting my nails & embracing my dual spirit. I want to hide like I don’t deserve to be seen. I don’t even feel like using my positive affirmations. Is it worth it?

Message me below with what you think. Happy healing guys!

Sincerely

Ashton Deroy

You probably noticed some changes!

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Ashton Deroy Writes: Hey guys, so there have definitely been some changes obviously. We started our own online shop! We are starting out as drop shippers & designers but we are hoping to actually own and photograph our products very soon.

We sold something in under an hour! So we know stuff is going to happen with this project. I mean it is literally lead by a guy who loves sales. The second on the project is my brother Matt Clarke .

I hope people will continue to support this blog now that we are operating as a business. We still hope to make magnificent art & connect with the alternative healing community.


Canada Day Wake & Bake

Happy Canada Day viewers. In this video, I just wanted to showcase my new (used) vape & some pets. This video is still brought to you by the fact, “Diana Prefers Non-GMO food because she is fancy.”

See the next video to…. 

Taste of Italy Medical marijuana vlog

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Written by Ashton Deroy: In coherence with the law no non-medical users or underaged person were given access to personal medication supply. We also harmed 0 animals in the making of this video. As the vlogger is a vegetarian. Ashley helped with the filming & cooking while I was medicating, because sometimes intoxicated cooking causes fires.

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