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Family Member shop & partner in Wellness

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Tracy’s Shop

Contact: tracygerhardt@hotmail.com 

Description: Tracy sells Romantic Health & Wellness products through Love Winx. They handle her distribution and E-Commerce so you can click or message to her. This was done in Partnership with Tracy Gerdhardt. 

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2018 Toronto Pride favorites Medical Marijuana comedy vlog

Ashton Deroy Writes: Okay if you are reading this, get to the Toronto Pride festivities today or tomorrow. What the heck are you doing? Smoke that bong, drink some coffee & get OFF THE INTERNET! 

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Toronto Pride 2018 Photos

#Crueltyfree #vegetarian <<let us work on harm reduction. 

Anyways I talk about my favorite products in this video. With the spin of a counterculture vegetarian & medicinal marijuana user. 

In 2018 I pitched some of my up & coming products to decision makers in SW Agency. They told me to focus on my medical marijuana blog. So that is the plan! 🙂 

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Ashton Deroy

Ashton Deroy Writes: Due to just incredible feedback & my willingness to execute this project. I will be turning this space into my medical marijuana blog, where my goal long term is to have it featured in partnership with Swan Whispers ASMR

If we are just meeting. I am Ashton Deroy, gay bashing survivor, a victim of the affliction of PTSD & medical cannabis user. When I was 19 I was a victim of an attack which had me lead my 3 other men into a dumpster where I was trapped. It was not long but it could have been the end of my life had it not been for some friends looking out for me. 

“I don’t want to be like this.” What do I mean when I say that? Well, I don’t want to have fits, stress out or cry for no reason. I think I sound insane when I describe it to people. In fact, I know I sound insane. When you talk about survivors… Talk about the girl at my work who when I told her I had PTSD she mentioned she was a breast cancer survivor. That surviving takes bravery! 

What about my aunt? Surviving the attacks of a terrorist & cancer as well. That is bravery. I just continue to be loud & expressive in a world that has sometimes rejected me like trash. That is when I am not completely losing my mind to a panic attack. 

I can’t do anything about my past, but I can try to live happy in the present. That is when the pot comes in. Now, I can’t pretend… These things still happen because weed is not a miracle cure it is a management medicine. These are things that still happen to me with weed: 

  • I still get scared & panic for no reason 
  • I can still cry for no reason 
  • I can still feel at time dejected and rejected. 

What is not happening? : 

  1. I am not self-harming 
  2. I am not drinking unsupervised if at all. (PTSD & alcohol is not a good combo)
  3. I do not wake up feeling hopeless and incapable even in a scarce resource period
  4. I do not wonder if I will live past my 30’s. I now know I will.

Do you think medical marijuana can aide your healing? Check out my link to get on it here. 

Getting better & what medicine can’t do.

Cannabis medicine

Ashton Deroy writes: 

Hey WordPress readers, Twitter Followers & close Facebook friends. 

If this is your first time on this blog. This is a space where we tell marijuana jokes & explore how marijuana treats PTSD. I like to say I am a centrist when it comes to marijuana as medicine. Thank Diana Skye in large part. I always have her to remind me it is not a miracle drug. In fact without cognitive rehabilitation studies are showing that it does nothing for PTSD. Marijuana is still a medicine that aids with my mental issue while making me open to conversations I need to be having with physicians, counselors & an awaiting psyche referral. I just got my medication from Canada Post, sold to me by Aphria for my PTSD. 

What triggered my PTSD? , I am a victim of multiple trauma. In fact 3 key traumas I think play a role. 1. I was sexually assaulted at 17 & 14 by a relative. 2. When I was 19 I nearly got trapped in a dumpster before being saved by a very close friend & my brother. 3. I was abused by my ex-boyfriend. The third one was the worst one because it was constant and I couldn’t will my way out of the relationship until 2015 and we were unhealthy from the beginning in 2013. 

This is an entry in my pot journal. Before I begin I want to say I am safe, in recovery & functioning. While some of it goes to the medicine, for example being able to do something other than ball my eyes out after work. I realize there is a lot my medicine cannot do for me. The following things are stuff I know the medicine cannot do for me: 

  1. The medicine cannot go to work for me. I need to wake up be sober & maybe have a cup of coffee in the morning in order to do that. 
  2. The medicine can not face loved ones & friends I’ve turned against in stages of high paranoia. I need to make my own amends in my own time in order to fix this problem.
  3. The medicine cannot tell a story through image & text. That is still me, my brain, my dreams & my executed vision.  
  4. The medicine isn’t the one surviving my condition. I am the one who turned to help for my PTSD around a time it could have killed me. 

I worry sometimes because I have momentary space-outs at work, I might overshare & I have alienated myself from prior social groups. However, recovery is a process and not one I have stuck to much until now. I want to talk about a study I am looking at. 

Is Psychological condition a victim of one’s nature or is it nurture? This is often a debate I have with my brother actually. In a lot of ways, I am very similar to our mom. Also, who has PTSD? While both of our’s are triggered by instances of trauma. Still, there are people traumatized who do not experience this disorder. So why us? Her’s was triggered by a car accident mine was triggered by bashing and an abusive ex. 

Speaking of medicine use. I need to follow physician orders & look into vaporizers or edibles. It goes without saying picking up a cheap bong or pipe is an easy option. Maybe not the smartest. If you have a recommendation please email me at Ashtonderoy@gmail.com 

 

About us, About Cannabis Entertainment content

Cannabis entertainment content

Hey welcome to the Shitty Jobs podcast starring Alana Skye, Diana Skye & Ashton Deroy. We chronicle the adventures of a toilet cleaning company, its crazy staff and a psycho private investigator. The Soundcloud show designed about stoners, for stoners with stuff only a stoner can understand. Where we are at now? We are hoping by July 2018 recreational marijuana is completely legal in Canada. We are also hoping the government introduces safe stores for people to buy their recreation/medicine.

Legal/safe government regulated marijuana along with Social justice & animal welfare causes are passionate causes in the shitty jobs network. Believe it or not we are not some degenerate band of stoners. Diana Skye has a business diploma and doesn’t even smoke, Alana Skye is passionate about health care & Ashton Deroy has worked with a city official campaigning for a major riding in the provincial election.

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Do you have concerns about some of the messaging here? Please contact us at Ashtonderoy@gmail.com or ItsDianaSkye5@gmail.com , We will literally try to take you seriously.

Important message about legalization.

“I think it is important to hold anyone involved with slowing the safe government regulated purchasing of marijuana responsible weather they are a Liberal or a Conservative. This due process has been a neglect of some of the most vulnerable Canadians who have had to risk their health, professional lives & criminal background to purchase from illegal marijuana vendors. I personally want to live in a Canada that never makes it so someone looking to buy marijuana never risks their lives being exposed to something far more dangerous.” Ashton Deroy, voting Liberal